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Friday, August 13, 2010
The Fasting Month and everything else...
So now is the fasting month. We basicly have to not eat sunrise till sundown. It's a good thing. In this, we can experience how poor people feel. It's a lesson worth a month enduring. Well, till then, my friends are still gonna go Mc Donalds and eat while im stuck following them. Freaks. Whatever, it's only a month. Now the time is 6.32 , around 45 more minutes till i can eat. I have to switch on the radio at 7 and then when the it says something that means we can eat, we eat, which is around 7:15, Yeaa. Okay, so currently i have 3 books ,
The Alchemyst (Paulo Coelho ) A Walk To Remember ( Nicholas sparks ) Driftwood ( Cathy Cassidy ) My friends are complaining NOT to read in class. Hahahah, I bet their jealous >.> they'll say ''OMG, can u stop reading, it's LAAAMEEEEE'' Hahaha. And then i'll shoot bullets at them inside myself. I can't get angry, I really have to conserve my feelings and actions since it's the fasting month. It's a HOLY month, Yay! This is when all the bad and evil satan and genies get tied up in hell. GURANTEED,it's a month i never fear! And i noticed a difference this year, Im not hungry. :/ i mean we practically NOT EAT for 14 hours. and well im not hungry. I feel tired of course but not hungry. Maybe because i got my faith on doing this for GOODNESS and GOD i did not get hungry :) plus the food cooked every day when we break fast is like a feast. SO i'll be eating feasts everyday! Woo! So im really determined to fast A MONTH a whole month. Hahahah like i didn't do it before -.- i did it last year and the year before that and blahbalhbablabhab but this is what keeps me going! SO if my friends are going to ask me to eat im gonna NOT EAT. Or just slap them. But i can't be angry. But i hate it when they take advantage of me. whatever, I try not to think to much about that. Sooo. Yeaa most of my days are like emo but sometimes i go into sensible mode. Both my friends are like freaks and the keep on Laughing and laughing and laughing, I laugh but only when it's funny. Like funny funny. not like those fake laughs. -.- it keeps me irritated . but they are able to keep on with it. Alright enought with the friend talk, Soo now i my mouth is empty, like not even one liquid, it's like dry. I spat and spat and spat, trying not to swallow my own saliva. OKayy, well im bored. Ohh!! Yeaa, me and my friends wanted to take in a 'talent competion' !!! Now i feel like quitting!!! I have sing. and i hate singing. It's shit to me. Seriously , I. HAVE. NO. BLOODY. NICE. VOICE. i'll be making a fool of myself singing. I seriusly hate this. i'd rather dance y'know. My friend too. But we wanted to make our other friend happy. AND i should find another friend just like me. That's what i REALLY Need right now. -Marissa |